Sigh

 My life has been feeling lots like Cigarettes After Sex have written the screenplay for my life. Except it's their earlier and sadder songs.  -H  April 14, 2022

All things in my life that have shaped me in the worst of ways begin with "A", it seems -  The Addiction begging me to grab another bottle, The screams of Anorexia deeming me unworthy of the next bite,  Former friends who have begrudgingly become family, forever haunting me, The deep waves of Apathy drowning me further into the sea, & most importantly,  Assholes.  -H April 6, 2022 Modified July 5, 2023.

I t's beginning to grow in me, clawing up in the lining of my stomach. At first it was faint, it was debatable. But now ignorance is becoming undeniable, impossible to ignore.  Not quite a scream - but perhaps a yelp from far away? I see her in me.   You fucking idiot Alcestis.  -H April 6, 2022